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Capricorn New Moon: Shadow Breakthrough

I’ve been a little quiet but busy committing to my vibrational and spiritual practice each day, which was perfectly packaged, … More

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#weeklywisdom // Apr 23-29 // . Good, bad or bittersweet, all things will find their end; this week a major cycle on-going for quite some time is finally coming to a halt + reaching conclusion. Immediate relief may be felt as everything that once bore down on you simply ceases to exist, providing the extremely necessary breathing room to stop, think and collect yourself again. It’s critical to use this powerful pause/in-between time wisely — withdraw, rest, regain the stamina to continue on... because this is just a short-term break here, kids! After this rest period, we’ll be ready to bounce back in no time, even if on a completely different path. . Actually, the transition may happen sooner than expected! Although endings are a huge theme this week, there are also rumblings of continued behind-the-scenes planning, or setting groundwork for future opportunities. New options or ideas will inspire, potentially setting you off in a new direction (when ready, of course!). And with a little assistance from a sweet + charming individual, you’ll get where you gotta go and enjoy the ride there! . Cheers to new beginnings on the horizon 💫 . . #weeklyforecast #wisdom #guidance #endings #newcycles #transformation #Death #MajorArcana #tarot #tarotreading #tarotcommunity

When you receive messages asking if you’re safe and okay — it’s too close to home. Senseless violence shouldn’t happen anywhere. Thinking of all the victims and those affected tonight. May we be each other’s light in dark times. . . #Torontostrong

when the beauty is too much and you’re on the verge of weeping . . . #flowerlover #begonia #flowergazing #flawless #jewel #orange #sacralchakra #naturesgift #flowers #vibration #frequency #natureheals #raiseyourvibration

#weekendwisdom // Abundance + Butterfly Maiden // . Ohhh yes, most definitely! At this time we are undergoing changes, transformations + upgrades... things may seem a lil' chaotic or even ludicrous at the moment — but it’s all part of a grand plan leading us to the greatest abundance imaginable! Without such major endings, sometimes new opportunities would not be possible. Just wait... the best is yet to come! . Have a fantastic weekend my babes! 🙌🏻💖🌈✨ . . #oracle #reading #wisdom #support #faith #abundance #happiness #GoddessGuidance #ConnectedandFree #highermessages #goodtimesahead #goodvibes #happyweekend #tarot #tarotreaders #tarotcommunity

#midweekmessage // After 6 years of numerous obstacles (which I didn't recognize as signs trying to push me out), I faught back to re-insert myself because that's what I thought a responsible, independent adult would do. Fight to maintain a job; push to meet insane deadlines. Do, do and do beyond because it was expected. You know why this experience was so gruelling for me? Because I wasn't supposed to be there in the first place. But tried to cram my square peg in a round hole, be the good girl, and do what I was told by those with good intentions. I never wanted to let people down. But years of this unbalanced/aggressive/masculine workstyle took a toll on me as I looked in the mirror last year and barely recognized my depleted, sick self. My vibrancy, unique spark + aliveness that everyone loved about me was actually dull as fuck. I felt greyed out. On mute. Depressed. Having a hell of a 5 of Pentacles moment. The most important person I let down was myself. . With no flight or freeze — I was in constant fight mode and didn't realize how years of this stress could actually change someone until rock bottom hit and health fell apart. I mean, I was starting to age, real fast. Dark eye bags. Forehead creases. Hair loss. Chronic fatigue. Insomnia. Anxiety attacks. Brain fog. Sciatica. Bodily aches/pains. Not to mention a short temper and angry outbursts. Stress is insidious. It's not only carried physically, but subconsciously seeps into all aspects of life, tainting everything rotten. . Yesterday I cried happy tears knowing it'll be over soon. The heaviness already lifting away, feeling lighter, better... But as I sat there processing this stark contrast of my own energy (from current status to years before) it was heartbreaking to see how much I actually lost myself, how different and hollow I felt. My fire barely stoked. So tired, burnt out, I changed + disintegrated into nothing but a shell.. harsh realization. The good thing is, the decision was made, stress has ceased, there is forward movement + am slowly coming back to my old favourite Vanessa! This remembering got me feeling so strong and empowered! And will be more fierce than ever 🔥 . cont’d 👇🏻

There's no denying the power of this New Moon in Aries. Driving my courage + fearlessness to finally rip myself away from years of toxicity and take a stand for my health + wellbeing, in a place where the higher ups continuously turned a blind eye to problems, which really equated to "just shut up and do all the work we throw at you...and then some". I quickly learned behind their sweet facades were scheming, selfish people too busy to delve into solving staff problems. Too busy for empathy. I learned what it's like to be spited as the black sheep for speaking my mind, calling out injustice or asking for legitimate help with unfair workload and insane deadlines. I also learned a paycheque is not worth being subjected to bullying, ageism, sexism, favouritism, harassment, or being bulldozed with work or taken advantage of while the "squeaky wheels" are accommodated ever so comfortably. All aspects of myself suffered as this job sucked my soul dry. MONEY IS NOT WORTH LIFEFORCE. I am (we all are) worthy of feeling more than misery at the workplace. . So today was the day. I pulled The Tower and knew it was FINALLY time to put in my 2 weeks and watch disaster divinely crumble down. And the 3 of Swords in our #weeklywisdom pointed to painful but necessary endings. For once, I couldn't be more delighted to see this duo! . Also, the RELIEF cannot be fully described. Once drowning, gasping for air... I am now walking on cloud 9. Set absolutely free. . Looking back, it's shocking to have endured chronic stress this long, sadly at the expense of my physical/mental health. I've reached the ultimate limit with anxiety attacks, sleepless 4am nights, brain fog, hair loss, other signs of distress. It's hard to see the actual issue while in the thick of things...but eventually you realize this is not normal. This is not okay. Something must be done. . I tried finding a back up job before quitting as I'm not one to really make risky or spontaneous moves in work situations. I was scared to jump without a safety net. But life doesn't always play out conveniently + sometimes have no choice but to take that initial uncomfortable leap... [cont’d 👇🏻]

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